Schools:
been to college, put it on pause to be with my little girl, going back this fall....
General Interests:
The creator of the first apple tree.
Creative entities. Scott Weiland, Trent Reznor, Marilyn Manson. Good teachers.Random people in the streets of Los Angeles.Tibetan monks.Thai boxers.Rogue agents.Someone who truly doesn't have anything left to learn.
Other Distractions:
SWEET FRIENDS
at first glance you tried to hide
like I would judge
like I would hurt your pride
I know inside you cry
I know outside you lie
to me, afraid you wouldn't look alive
my faith in you is my pleasure too
the feeling I can not match.
did you ever want to hold until you couldn't let go?
to become addicted to the soul?
I enjoy the silent moments
when I feel for a moment
you know me
I enjoy the silent moments
when I feel for a moment
you let yourself free.
this life's not been easy,
and I'm not sure what you mean to me.
I've ventured in new waters
and from the beginning,
out too deep to stop swimming
but there's no fear we'll stop living.
and this is not a love poem
this is an ode to a friend.
when I look at you-
I'm glad to see through,
when I hear you-
I'm glad to listen too,
whatever you choose to show,
I'm glad to know.
and I just want to tell you I'll be there
and not have you scare
not be scared that I care
or to wonder and ask why
maybe you could just know
maybe you do..
that's just who I am inside,
and she dies to show every side
and in sympathy for strife-
she finds life
in holding and being held,
warm comfort and friendship meld.
you can hide if you want to hide
I will never judge
and I refuse to hurt your pride
I know inside you've cried
and it's okay if you don't want to show that side
to me.
I just wanted to tell you-
when I look at you-
I see through,
when I hear you-
I listen too,
whatever you choose to show,
I take notes to know.
and this is not a love poem-
just a sweet note to you sweet friend.
©Nicole L Colby 2005