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alone, thinking of you, i sat, recalling that smile, that chat. nothing, but you, i need my heart, my eyes, all bleed. no words can describe how i feel. no heart can bear it, flesh or steel. girls are like apples on trees. the best ones are at the top of the tree. teh boys dont want to reach for the good ones cause their afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead,they get the rotten apples from hte ground that arent as good, but easy. so the apples up top think something is wrong with them when in reality theyre amazing. they just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one whos brave enough to climb all the way to the top. UGLY youll never get a man no one wants a FAT girl. dont EAT that. BAD girl. not SKINNY enough 0 Comments :: Permalink :: Thu 11/4/2010 4:34 PM
my first journal entry=p
i dont know if any of you believe in ghosts but i kinda do and im like tripping out cause at like 5 in the morning my light turned on and my radio turned off (i had my radio on cause its really hard for me to fall asleep with out it on for some reason idk why) and i would turn my radio back on and then when ever i went to turn off my light my radio would trun back off and this went on for like ten minutes until i gave up cause i knew i wasnt going to be able to go back to sleep but this happened before in my old house expect i would see some creepy a** sh*t(excuse my language)like there was this one time when i was home alone and i started hearing things in the the kitchen while i was up stairs so i went to check it out cause i thought my cat was knocking stuff down and when i get down there i saw her on the couch and then i someone screaming and there was this little girl like i think was maybe 5 years old in the kitchen bleeding and i was freaking cause im like how the f**k did this little girl get in my house and why is she bleeding what the f**k is going on! and then she disappeared and i cleaned up the mess in the kitchen cause everything in the fridge was on the floor and after that i did some research and found out that some guy that lived there killed his wife and 3 kids and i totally started flipping out even more. so hopefully nothing like that happens again cause if it does im going to tell my mom not matter how crazy it sounds and tell her to get someone to our house and do what they need to do to get rid of the ghost thingy whatever it would be but hopefully we wont need to do that... well thanks for listening to my entry no matter how crazy it seemed and if you have any advice to give to me let me know. 0 Comments :: Permalink :: Thu 10/28/2010 4:25 PM
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you said your couldnt stand to see my heart broken... so when you broke it, did you close your eyes? i asked you if i was pretty, you said no i asked you if i was fat, you said yes of course i asked you if you would cry if i left you, you said no i had heard too much, and needed to leave now, as i walked away you grabbed my arm nad told me to stay... you said... your not pretty your beautiful the only thing fat or big about you is your heart i dont want to be with you forever, i need to be with you forever and, baby, i wouldnt cry i you lefted me i would die im crying inside and no one knows it but me its not when i look back at all the memories, and good times we had that makes me said, its when you consider those memories as nothing to you, when they ment everything to me its sad when people you know become people you knew when you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life how you used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at them after a while you learn the difference between holding a head and fallking in love you begin to learn that kisses dont always mean something promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made, and goodbyes really are forever fall in love or fall in hate get inspired of be depressed ace a test or flunk a class make babies or make art speak the truth or lie and cheat dacne on tables or sit in the corner life is divine chaos. embrace it forgive yourself. breathe and ejoy the ride never hold back, never hesitate, always go for it all, and sometimes just be a dumbass and do something stupid, fearn from your mistakes and dont waste a minute forget his name forget his face forget his kiss his warm embrace forget the love that you once knew remember he has someone new forget him when they played your song remember when you cried all night long forget how close you two were remember he has chosen her forget how you memorized his walk forget the way he used to talk forget the things he used to say remember he has gone away forget his laugh forget his grin forget the dimple on his chin froget the way he held you tight remember he's with her tonight forget the love that moved, its past forget that he said he would never leave you 0 Comments :: Permalink :: Thu 10/21/2010 4:45 PM