From Phish.com (May 28, 2004):
Photo by Adam George :: Vegas 2004
As we wind down the Phish career, it is done with both great joy and great
sadness. The joy comes from remembering the incredibly good times we've experienced,
the successes we've enjoyed, and knowing that even in our closing we are honoring
the band. The sadness is obviously driven by the fact that something I love
will not be a part of my life anymore. To me, we have been the greatest band
in the world and have had the greatest fans ever.
I still love the music we make but the situation feels different to me now.
I guess in my heart I've known for a while that something had to change, but
it wasn't until this last weekend that my feelings really began to coalesce.
I'm old enough now that I am able to look to the future without feeling that
I need to balance it with my past. I find it ironic that half of my life has
to go by before I am able to focus solely on the future. As a member of a successful
rock band, it seems that every aspect of my profession encourages me to extend
my youth as long as possible. Don't get me wrong, I like feeling young, but
more importantly I need to be honest with myself.
The pressures and schedule of this work can take its toll personally as well
as creatively. As someone who has recently been through a divorce, I know how
traumatic change can be. But, I also know that if you are able to let go of
things and embrace change there is the potential for incredible personal (and
If I sound unusually candid in this statement, I am able to do so because in
my mind I've already moved on to the next phase of my life. This is a feeling
I believe I share with Trey. I have a four-year-old daughter and there is nothing
more important to me than being with her. Come August, I'm not going to have
to tell her how many days 'til daddy comes back from tour. Combine that with
my perception that the band's vitality is not what it once was, and it's easy
to see how my mind quickly begins to move in one direction instead of a hundred
directions all at the same time.
I will miss it incredibly, but I have no regrets. The pride that I feel for
the band, our fans, the organization, and all of our collective accomplishments
is overwhelming. I love you all and know that we wouldn't be here without you.
From Phish.com (May 25, 2004):
Last Friday night, I got together with Mike, Page and Fish to talk openly about the strong feelings I've been having that Phish has run its course and that we should end it now while it's still on a high note. Once we started talking, it quickly became apparent that the other guys' feelings, while not all the same as mine, were similar in many ways -- most importantly, that we all love and respect Phish and the Phish audience far too much to stand by and allow it to drag on beyond the point of vibrancy and health. We don't want to become caricatures of ourselves, or worse yet, a nostalgia act. By the end of the meeting, we realized that after almost twenty-one years together we were faced with the opportunity to graciously step away in unison, as a group, united in our friendship and our feelings of gratitude.
Photo by Adam George
So Coventry will be the final Phish show. We are proud and thrilled that it will be in our home state of Vermont. We're also excited for the June and August shows, our last tour together. For the sake of clarity, I should say that this is not like the hiatus, which was our last attempt to revitalize ourselves. We're done. It's been an amazing and incredible journey. We thank you all for the love and support that you've shown us.
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